. - 9:06 AM
i'm so sorry abt the language. but as crude as it sounds
fuck you vodafone, fuck you school work, fuck you social life, fuck you money.
vodafone has some network problems, and i can't bloody contact anyone. and as someone who doesn't have a landline, things are not good. i'm virtually uncontactable.
school work is piling up. i need to get my essay done, but i have a long day with travellin till abt 7pm tmr.
my social life is crap. we had a malaysian singapore society social today, but i so wasn't in the mood coz i had so much work to do and it kept weighing down on my mind, i bought this 6pound ticket for the party which i didn't go in the end and ended up having to take a 5pound cab ride back. in all i spent 11pounds for something i didn't enjoy at all, probably pissed robyn off, potrayed to the whole world i'm a mugger.
and the money thing is with regard to the 11 pounds i wasted. ironically, i've been saving my ass off packing sandwiches to school nowdays and i just burned 11pounds in 1 night. i thought i could save the money to spend in london. i do have money, and excess to spend. but i don't feel good spending all the money that is given to me, knowing how hard dad works for it. i've been through the scrimps and saves we had to when sis was sent overseas, and now with both of us overseas, i can't imagine how much more difficult it's going to be back home. and i'm flingin money out like no one's business. if i keep talking abt money, ppl will jsut get irritated and like think i'm auntie and all.
OMG i do at least wish vodafone would STOP GIVING ME SHIT TROUBLE.
i'm off to slp, feeling a little tipsy from 1 shots of sakae and 1 cocktail. waking up at 7 to do work. night world. hopefully tmr would be a better day.
sorry if i sound full of woe in the uk, act i'm surviving fine. its just human nature to complain when times get tough, and fail to note down the times when they have fun.
night world. mad world.